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Now I know I messed up bad
You were the best I ever had
I let you down in the worst way
It hurts me every single day
I'm dying to let you know

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend

So many things I would take back
You were the best I ever had
I don't blame you for hating me
I didn't mean to make you leave

You and I were living like a love song
I feel so bad, I feel so bad that you're gone
Now I know you're the only one that I want
I want you back, I want you

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
You were the best I ever had

We fell in love for a reason
Now you're leaving
And I just want you back
So many things we believed in
Now you're leaving and words won't bring you back
I'll never let go of the heart I broke

You and I were living like a love song
Now I know you're the only one that I want
I want you back, I want you

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
You were the best I ever had

I can't believe that I threw away all our dreams
I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to me
I feel so bad, I feel so bad
You were the best I ever had
I can't believe that I threw away all our dreams
I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to me
I feel so bad, I feel so bad
You were,
You were the best I ever had

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Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted

by Skittles

Survival

When faced with stress
Of unbearable proportions
My mind and body do strange things
In order to escape
To survive
To save my soul from devastation

My chemistry goes out of balance
Why?
Because God made me so
Because when my chemistry changes
My mind lets go
My body speeds up
And I am taken away
From the problems of this world
My reality changes
It becomes dreamlike
Am I awake or dreaming
I do not know
I just know that the stress is gone
I am removed from it
Often protected from it
In a hospital when necessary

I feel overly happy
Overly energetic
Overly in love
My feelings come out
My viewpoint changes
My worries lose significance

New people come into my life
I find new sources of support
Life gets back to normal
After I go through a
Depression

Some people call me
Manic Depressive
I used to call myself
A maniac

Some people call me
SICK
I say I have a
Condition

Some people know me as a
Patient
I call myself
Wendy

God made me
He made me perfect
He gave me what I need
To survive
To THRIVE!

 

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Further more i have reported you both for this and im sure something will be done ...

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Dance With The Devil
Breaking Benjamin
Here I stand,
helpless and left for dead.
Close your eyes.
So many days go by.
Easy to find whats wrong.
Harder to find whats right.

I believe in you.
I can show you that I can see right through,
all your empty lies. I wont stay long
in this world so wrong.

Say goodbye,
as we dance with the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at him in the eye.
As we dance with the devil tonight.

Trembling.
Caught in across my skin.
feeding your cold,
dead eyes.
Stealing the life of mine.

I believe in you.
I can show you that I can see right through,
all your empty lies. I wont last long
in this world so wrong.

Say goodbye,
as we dance with the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at him in the eye.
As we dance with the devil tonight.

Hold on.
Hold on.

Say goodbye,
as we dance with the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at him in the eye.
As we dance with the devil tonight.

Hold on.
Hold on.
 
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Buried above the ground
always walking on the edge
I'm stuck in a body
I cannot get out
I'm not even sure I'm not dead.

Where is the person I wanted to be?
A person who can feel
This body is cold
this body is numb
and this heart is harder than steel.

In the darkest of night
while the rest of you sleep
that's when I can feel the pain
of black and blue memories from my past.

I'm back home with 'daddy' again.
Those demons won't leave me
they prey on my pain
I've tried to defeat them
but I cannot win
guess I'll stay buried above the ground again. 

Up down spinning all around
Taking three steps back
I feel like I'm bound
Can't seem to clear my head

It's driving me insane
Just let me go to bed
Please drive out the rain
I can't see anything but red

You're the beast you're the beast
And you're having yourself a feast
But I tell you right now
That someday and somehow
I'll win and drive you out I do
I won't let you make me blue

Right now I'm in my own little hell
But soon enough the light will shine
Now I'm not liking life all to well
But soon enough happiness will be mine

The beast will soon be gone away
I don't know how and don't know when
Happiness will come to stay
At least till the beast will surface again
-- Sunshine 99 --

 

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There's a darkness within me, A thin layer of black silk water covering sharp deep ice, that snaps and crackles piercing my heart. Burning me until I can see the reality of the coldness and meanness that is me. I have an old soul, it's worn and it's weary, beware of its anger it's too much to see. Don't wade in that silk water, if the ice breaks, I will consume you and you too will see, the reality that is me. Tread wary it's dark out, it is black in my soul now. Moonlight hits the surface but reflects back to the sky. Don't take a count of the souls I have taken. Sucked lifeless and spit out like broken tree limbs. White, black and ground fine in the white flame of my souls necropolis Oh God! How I try, but the fire consumes me, controlled by the bullets of white, pink and rose. But it's there deep within me, this deadly destruction, this bleak mystical tragedy that shakes at my hand. No sleep for me now, I just don't deserve it. The peace then for me comes only at death. The cause then I live with. Punishment fitting, for all that I have been and all I can't be. Living a lie of kindness and sweet gentle tolerance. While the ice on the pond lies unstable beneath. Anne Kasday 1998 A Self Portrait 

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"One Republic"

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
[ Apologize lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new - yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

 

Enough!
Do you honestly think I want to study the billow of your skirt?
Or marvel at the way your step seems to work?

Maybe…
Just maybe we were meant to be lovers,
Maybe kumquats will start a kumquat revolution,
Taking flight in little eggplant bombers to conquer the United States
And the National Guard won’t be prepared to face the massive army of tart legionnaires, wielding blinding citrus acid spray guns

Besides,
We both know that the tide turns with the moon,
And apparently you do too

Maybe I should call you Luna (or Loona)

And maybe you will find someone named george
Who is a looney too, and will worship your calves
Yeah…

I think that the sordid love affair we may have had would have been like an opera;
(More like a finely orchestrated tragedy, involving miscommunication and a generous dosage of unrequited love cyanide, and I’m pretty confident that it wouldn’t be me gasping for breath on the stages killing floor)
Too bad!

If the glamour and glimmer of gilded language can’t get the point across perhaps
I should state it plainly and punctually throwing, not caution to the wind, but tact:
I don’t like you. 

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